Sunday, September 23, 2012

hermit to human essay 1


Edgar Gonzalez
Professor Croker
English 101
September 16, 2012

                                                Hermit to Human

            As I awoke from my sweet slumber; my mother yelled from across the hallway with a continuously vivid tone of voice “despierta mijo,ala escuela”; time for school my son. Avoiding this inevitable day was completely impossible; not wanting to meet new people, not wanting to go to school was just simply terrifying to me.  The fact that I was leaving my sweet, serene, comfortable home was just horrific indeed.  Mother yelled with an assertive voice “mijo, la escuela!”(son!!!!,school!!). Knowing that her voice suddenly escalated rapidly made me realize that if I get her angrier; things would have just gotten worse for me.  So, as I walked passed the rooms mirror a glance of me resonated across the 8x7 mirror; a skinny boy with white butthuggers in other words white tiddy whitties was gloomily staring back at me. I was just not ready. 
            Then, the sudden smell of bacon hovered across the room and captured my sense of smell; it was a wonderful alluring smell.  My hunger that I hardly had suddenly had just been strengthen as well as my appetite for those enticing pieces of bacon. As, breakfast swiftly ended due to the eagerness my mother had for sending me to school; she had my clothing laid out for me. As soon as identified my clothes they were rapidly on me, my outfit consisted of a black polo shirt with navy blue shorts.  My hairstyle was the classic combed to the side haircut.  All of this was specially made for this event.  The worse part of that day was that the school itself was at a very, I mean very short walking distance; it was actually 150 steps.  That walk was so quick it had blown my mind; just the fact that it took less than five minutes scared the hell out of me.  Trying to procrastinate the walk did not seem to work either, it was impossible even if I did stray for a minute, for that school was the main destination.
            As I arrived to the front of the school, a group of kids were morbidly quiet. Nobody wanted to interact with each other; everybody was clinging to their mother’s and father’s legs, like monkeys on branches.  The bell rang loudly with a thunderous sound, a radiant blonde haired lady with mother figure expressions and postures came out walking gradually to gate opening it to allow everybody to come in.  She had assured the parents that the kids were going to have a great day; she introduced herself as Mrs. Vanbanikis or Mrs. V for short.  This was the first time I felt scared, noxious, frustrated and or indifferent about the whole school situation. A whirl wind of emotion had encapsulated within me, it was a new but not welcoming feeling.  Everybody started to pour in the class room in a single file line, for it had looked like sheep going to graze on the other side of the bridge let by our Shepard Mrs. V.  We all had name tags cubbies and what not.  The room had a distinct sense of smell; it had reeked of play dough, paints and chalk.       
            After the whole introduction of the “plan of the day”Mrs.V Had dismissed us to recess.  The time I was fearing came, it was a sublime moment. As I walked outside some kids were playing, some were standing, most were crying.  I did not know what to do, but suddenly a boy with a blue stripped shirt and black shorts began to cry the loudest from the pack of crying kids I began to ponder; “man this kid sure is loud.”  The boy was yelling for his mother, blowing tears just as if they were sprinklers watering the grass.  I walked up to him for some odd reason.  I wanted to comfort him. I did not know what to say.  So, I plainly said “hey what’s your name?” he replied with a raspy voice “Jose”; I followed up with “you want to play?”  He had totally forgotten about his mother and why he was crying.  He just began play in the jungle Jim. The game was called Spiderman; about 5 minutes in the game shooting our imaginary web shots, this girl joined in out of the blue she began making the non sense whizzing of our web slings.  She introduced herself as Yazmin.  It all became very clear to me, always try new things! The bell rang interrupting our wall crawling, everybody rushed back inside and began with the soon to be daily activity, everyone assimilated very well and quickly it was unbelievable.
            As the day ended, people either rushed to get their homework from the cubbies, or go to the restroom.  It seemed like everyone enjoyed the first day, but as Jose and I walked pass the restroom, the door was wide open and this kid was taking a wiz with his pants fully drawn to the floor. We were shocked to see someone so comfortably bared assed and peeing at school, the wave of laughter came crashing towards us.  We grabbed our backpacks and went our separate directions. I knew there and then that I made a best friend and many other friends; I got through the day and found out that change was not only a bad thing but a fun thing as well.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

TEXT, TEXT, TEXT, WRITE…WAIT WRITE... RIGHT?


            TEXT, TEXT, TEXT, WRITE…WAIT WRITE... RIGHT?


Technology has advanced so far where we forgot our own simple pleasures in life.  For example going out for runs, listening to the ocean as the waves crash amongst the shimmering sand.  People nowadays rather text than talk over phone there goes to show how deep texting has affected our ordinary human being. Peoples writing skills are lowered due to texting and their shorten abbreviations were as to taking notes in school was the only acceptation for these so called abbreviations.  Texting has not conquered me, I use it but as a last resort where people are unreachable.
There is one verse from a poetic artist that comes to mind, whom im speaking of is ‘Sage Francis’.  His say about technology, well we can say texting in this case, is “the television went from being a baby sitter to a mistress.  Technology made it easy for us to stay in touch while keeping a distance, till’ we just stayed distant and never touched. Now all we do is text too much.”  This subject made me ponder and retrieved this verse from my depths of mind.  It was the only thing aside from my opinion that I can conjure up.  All I can say not to stop texting but try to stay away from texting too much. It really does affect peoples social skills to even driving (don’t text and drive).

Sunday, September 2, 2012

reality novelas?.....oh reality shows.


REALITY SHOWS
            As a Mexican descendent, the females in my family were always amused by drama.  This so called drama for them was “novelas”, in other words Spanish soap operas.  These “novelas” which I detested with a passion always appeared around 8pm and ended at 10 pm.  Now a day, reality shows are very similar to those “novelas” full drama and scripted scenes. I personally do not watch reality shows due to the lack of realism, ironic right? For something called a “reality” show, do not get me wrong, I am not a lifeless person that does not enjoy simple pleasures in life but it at times when I happen to turn on the television and a reality show is rolling; is hilarious for its stupidity and unnecessary acts that grab the attention of the audience, therefore thinking people watch it for that same reason. In addition, to the lack of realism, it itself is just boring, like I said I had my share of drama as a boy growing with these so called “novelas” and now as a young adult have my fair share of drama mainly with the women in my life. Actual actions in this life are what interest me and spice up my way living, one saying I go by is “drama free is the way to be” and I as an individual could not agree any more.
            To think that a reality show is harming or benefiting our society is absurd but in influencing certain groups of them is another story. The “novelas”, a like reality shows, in my family harshly influenced the females by somehow making them think that in life everything must have a twist or turn it could never be certain which I agree ONLY in the “certain” aspect of it.  Nothing is really certain in life but as reality shows may have a similar affect to other families by subconsciously influencing them to think that acts and habits that they promote are ok for those “certain groups” to take and reform in there own moral beliefs may be the only problem. I say certain groups because, well lets just say that not the “whole” population is weak minded to be overtaken and altered by inappropriate showings. Avoiding these shows, having hobbies and education is the only way to keep ones mind out of the gutter. It will open as well as broaden horizons in ones mind by doing so.
            In conclusion, Reality shows can be nonsense to some, comedy to others and inappropriate showings for most.  It really just falls on the individual to pick and choose what they want to watch and what they want to take from it. We all grow, we all learn, we all explore, we all experience, all those factors are what really make the individual. So, by thinking that reality shows may harm or benefit society is absurd but by influence, it may be one factor to worry about.  Yet, stressing the only fact that has done any good for me is the quote “drama free it the way to be”.