PAST,PRESENT AND FUTURE

This may sound cliché’ but being raised by women has given me morals that I adopted and found to be useful and admirable. The past has been filled with memorable experiences as well as teachings that I took from it. Hindsight itself still keeps on beating over the head but I still keep on trucking.  Elementary and junior high were interesting segments of my life. Enjoying my childhood was an objective that was a “must”. My childhood consisted of 3 main elements sugar rushes, outside play and trouble which I did not regret at all.  Then high school began, it was one main change that I had to adjust, just the thought of it was mind boggling; a changing body, abounding responsibilities and girls.  Like everyone else I just dealt with it, of course with the support of my family and friends.  Time travel is one thought I bet that crosses everyone’s mind at some point, it can be a useful tool if it existed, but where would we be as a person if situations were alternated, then we would not be who we are now.

            As we speak, my life is on a balanced plain; my thoughts are collected and my physical well being continues to improve.  I love the people in my life and especially the people that are not present because of their passing down of ideas and beliefs which in the whole scheme of things make me who I am as a person.  Working, going to school, keeping an open mind and loving the people in my life are top priorities. Everybody works; my work days start at 6am and end until 330. I’m lucky to have a Monday through Friday job, currently though I am trying to up my job from building maintenance to the pest control business.  My educational displine for now is EMS and would like to get in business/art later. Art and its many forms interests me, as for music I really don’t mind it at all; I look at it as an escape from myself and others.

            Many years from now, I see myself happy with my own family, my old friends and especially my parents supporting decisions that I will be making and have made then.

The future can be nerve racking at times but knowing that we have the capability of conjuring up solutions when problems are afoot is a relieving thought.  Having the option to better or worsen a situation is really what we have in a retrospective way. In other words my outlook on life is mostly a “have full cup” type of attitude that I posses.  Moreover the future can and will be full surprises, heartaches and setbacks which I will face head on full heartedly.